I feel like I'm in this stage of constant change, and I hate it.
I feel so torn between so many different things that I want to cry some days.
I love OCC
But some days (a lot of days) I love camp more.
I love learning and I'm excited about the calling I feel.
But I want to be out there, not planning it.
As crucial as I know this time is, I'd just like to say:

THIS SUCKS.